How do you build a life up from scratch?
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After multiple years of merely surviving, I am faced with the problem of how to start living again. I'm really struggling with the dimensionality of the problem, and I am wondering how y'all would approach this. My aim with this question is not just to receive advice relevant to my situation, but to discuss more generally different approaches to this problem.
I only realised how bad things had become when I moved home. I know that I have more stuff than I need, but because I feel like I've been living mostly on autopilot, regular decluttering heuristics haven't been helpful; if I get rid of everything I haven't used in X time, then I'd get rid of most things I own. Even before I moved, there was a feedback loop where when I needed to use an item, it was never where I expected it to be, so I never used it. Then the more that this happened, the more that stuff would be boxed away, out of sight out of mind. In the past, I've found it useful to put away items in the first place I looked for them, but that doesn't work for items that I don't know how to begin searching for them; I don't have much in the way of categories, so I often end up rummaging in boxes of assorted objects.
Part of this problem is that I definitely need to buy some more storage furniture, like shelves or drawers, but it's hard to do that if I don't know how many different categories there are, or how large they are. Sometimes it's possible to come at the organisation from the opposite direction and say "given the storage available to me, what items do I need and how should I arrange them?", but I have so much of a blank slate that I don't know where to start. It's like trying to solve the equation "a + b + c = 20": there are too many unknowns and I get swamped by all the possibilities. I'm good at solving problems when I'm given a set of constraints and a goal, but I'm overwhelmed by having to devise the constraints and goals from scratch. I tried to start with building a baseline and carving out spaces or categories for the things I currently use, but my current baseline is so low that I complete that task quite quickly, and it only emphasises that my life, as it is now, is not enough for me.
I know that I need to ground my approach in the life that I want to lead, so that I can start making progress towards it. However, if I build systems intended to be used by the ideal version of me, I will end up with something that is incompatible with the current, emotionally broken version of me. These two versions of me are in tension with each other, and the overarching challenge is finding a route from one to the other. I don't know where to start though. I feel like I should be interrogating myself about what I actually want, but I feel ill-equipped to answer that question after many months of deprioritising my hopes or wants because of struggling to survive. I feel scared to want anything, because there are so many unknowns that I don't have a sense of what's possible. An added complexity is that I am autistic, and thus really struggle without a routine. With so much uncertainty, I am feeling unanchored, and the basics of survival are taking up so much of my executive function and burning me out. Structure begets structure for people like me, but it's hard to crystallise some certainty if you don't have anything to build around.
So please tell me if you have experienced this kind of unanchored-ness, and what helped you to move past it? If you've ever had to build your life and your space from scratch, how did you tackle the problem of carving out categories? I imagine that if you have faced this problem, that it may be something you grapple with on an ongoing basis rather than solving outright. If so, how did you manage to continue living a life that was in construction (I find that partly built systems can fall apart due to regular life demands pulling your attention and effort away before you've routinized the new thing). What advice have you found helpful in the past?
wrote last edited by [email protected]Everything except the last paragraph reads like textbook adult ADHD.
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After multiple years of merely surviving, I am faced with the problem of how to start living again. I'm really struggling with the dimensionality of the problem, and I am wondering how y'all would approach this. My aim with this question is not just to receive advice relevant to my situation, but to discuss more generally different approaches to this problem.
I only realised how bad things had become when I moved home. I know that I have more stuff than I need, but because I feel like I've been living mostly on autopilot, regular decluttering heuristics haven't been helpful; if I get rid of everything I haven't used in X time, then I'd get rid of most things I own. Even before I moved, there was a feedback loop where when I needed to use an item, it was never where I expected it to be, so I never used it. Then the more that this happened, the more that stuff would be boxed away, out of sight out of mind. In the past, I've found it useful to put away items in the first place I looked for them, but that doesn't work for items that I don't know how to begin searching for them; I don't have much in the way of categories, so I often end up rummaging in boxes of assorted objects.
Part of this problem is that I definitely need to buy some more storage furniture, like shelves or drawers, but it's hard to do that if I don't know how many different categories there are, or how large they are. Sometimes it's possible to come at the organisation from the opposite direction and say "given the storage available to me, what items do I need and how should I arrange them?", but I have so much of a blank slate that I don't know where to start. It's like trying to solve the equation "a + b + c = 20": there are too many unknowns and I get swamped by all the possibilities. I'm good at solving problems when I'm given a set of constraints and a goal, but I'm overwhelmed by having to devise the constraints and goals from scratch. I tried to start with building a baseline and carving out spaces or categories for the things I currently use, but my current baseline is so low that I complete that task quite quickly, and it only emphasises that my life, as it is now, is not enough for me.
I know that I need to ground my approach in the life that I want to lead, so that I can start making progress towards it. However, if I build systems intended to be used by the ideal version of me, I will end up with something that is incompatible with the current, emotionally broken version of me. These two versions of me are in tension with each other, and the overarching challenge is finding a route from one to the other. I don't know where to start though. I feel like I should be interrogating myself about what I actually want, but I feel ill-equipped to answer that question after many months of deprioritising my hopes or wants because of struggling to survive. I feel scared to want anything, because there are so many unknowns that I don't have a sense of what's possible. An added complexity is that I am autistic, and thus really struggle without a routine. With so much uncertainty, I am feeling unanchored, and the basics of survival are taking up so much of my executive function and burning me out. Structure begets structure for people like me, but it's hard to crystallise some certainty if you don't have anything to build around.
So please tell me if you have experienced this kind of unanchored-ness, and what helped you to move past it? If you've ever had to build your life and your space from scratch, how did you tackle the problem of carving out categories? I imagine that if you have faced this problem, that it may be something you grapple with on an ongoing basis rather than solving outright. If so, how did you manage to continue living a life that was in construction (I find that partly built systems can fall apart due to regular life demands pulling your attention and effort away before you've routinized the new thing). What advice have you found helpful in the past?
Probably get looked into for ADHD but on the decluttering, just get really drunk or high and throw all but the most essentials (like the essentials essentials) away. Thats the hardest part lol
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After multiple years of merely surviving, I am faced with the problem of how to start living again. I'm really struggling with the dimensionality of the problem, and I am wondering how y'all would approach this. My aim with this question is not just to receive advice relevant to my situation, but to discuss more generally different approaches to this problem.
I only realised how bad things had become when I moved home. I know that I have more stuff than I need, but because I feel like I've been living mostly on autopilot, regular decluttering heuristics haven't been helpful; if I get rid of everything I haven't used in X time, then I'd get rid of most things I own. Even before I moved, there was a feedback loop where when I needed to use an item, it was never where I expected it to be, so I never used it. Then the more that this happened, the more that stuff would be boxed away, out of sight out of mind. In the past, I've found it useful to put away items in the first place I looked for them, but that doesn't work for items that I don't know how to begin searching for them; I don't have much in the way of categories, so I often end up rummaging in boxes of assorted objects.
Part of this problem is that I definitely need to buy some more storage furniture, like shelves or drawers, but it's hard to do that if I don't know how many different categories there are, or how large they are. Sometimes it's possible to come at the organisation from the opposite direction and say "given the storage available to me, what items do I need and how should I arrange them?", but I have so much of a blank slate that I don't know where to start. It's like trying to solve the equation "a + b + c = 20": there are too many unknowns and I get swamped by all the possibilities. I'm good at solving problems when I'm given a set of constraints and a goal, but I'm overwhelmed by having to devise the constraints and goals from scratch. I tried to start with building a baseline and carving out spaces or categories for the things I currently use, but my current baseline is so low that I complete that task quite quickly, and it only emphasises that my life, as it is now, is not enough for me.
I know that I need to ground my approach in the life that I want to lead, so that I can start making progress towards it. However, if I build systems intended to be used by the ideal version of me, I will end up with something that is incompatible with the current, emotionally broken version of me. These two versions of me are in tension with each other, and the overarching challenge is finding a route from one to the other. I don't know where to start though. I feel like I should be interrogating myself about what I actually want, but I feel ill-equipped to answer that question after many months of deprioritising my hopes or wants because of struggling to survive. I feel scared to want anything, because there are so many unknowns that I don't have a sense of what's possible. An added complexity is that I am autistic, and thus really struggle without a routine. With so much uncertainty, I am feeling unanchored, and the basics of survival are taking up so much of my executive function and burning me out. Structure begets structure for people like me, but it's hard to crystallise some certainty if you don't have anything to build around.
So please tell me if you have experienced this kind of unanchored-ness, and what helped you to move past it? If you've ever had to build your life and your space from scratch, how did you tackle the problem of carving out categories? I imagine that if you have faced this problem, that it may be something you grapple with on an ongoing basis rather than solving outright. If so, how did you manage to continue living a life that was in construction (I find that partly built systems can fall apart due to regular life demands pulling your attention and effort away before you've routinized the new thing). What advice have you found helpful in the past?
Yor life can always be pulled apar and is never 100% finished. I have not been in your situation. But I have learnt to be autistic as I got my diagnosis late.
First about storage, I would either start by trying to sort the stuff, I mean, boxes are a type of storage as well. Go for rough categories in size and location / type.
- Kitchen stuff, big
- Kitchen stuff, small
- gardening
- medical / health
- etc
The other thing you can do is to just go to a second hand store and find a bookcase you like with fairly big and deep shelves. A big plus if you can move the shelfs as well. Often you can find them in sets of two or three.
If you are creative you can sand and paint it to make it more your own.About routines, you probably have some sort of routine, try to build on that. And you don't necessarily need a super rigid routine.
We eat around 12 and 18.
I exercise some days after dinner.
At 22 I clean a bit in the kitchen and go to beed to read until I can sleep.
I do laundry on the same day every week
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After multiple years of merely surviving, I am faced with the problem of how to start living again. I'm really struggling with the dimensionality of the problem, and I am wondering how y'all would approach this. My aim with this question is not just to receive advice relevant to my situation, but to discuss more generally different approaches to this problem.
I only realised how bad things had become when I moved home. I know that I have more stuff than I need, but because I feel like I've been living mostly on autopilot, regular decluttering heuristics haven't been helpful; if I get rid of everything I haven't used in X time, then I'd get rid of most things I own. Even before I moved, there was a feedback loop where when I needed to use an item, it was never where I expected it to be, so I never used it. Then the more that this happened, the more that stuff would be boxed away, out of sight out of mind. In the past, I've found it useful to put away items in the first place I looked for them, but that doesn't work for items that I don't know how to begin searching for them; I don't have much in the way of categories, so I often end up rummaging in boxes of assorted objects.
Part of this problem is that I definitely need to buy some more storage furniture, like shelves or drawers, but it's hard to do that if I don't know how many different categories there are, or how large they are. Sometimes it's possible to come at the organisation from the opposite direction and say "given the storage available to me, what items do I need and how should I arrange them?", but I have so much of a blank slate that I don't know where to start. It's like trying to solve the equation "a + b + c = 20": there are too many unknowns and I get swamped by all the possibilities. I'm good at solving problems when I'm given a set of constraints and a goal, but I'm overwhelmed by having to devise the constraints and goals from scratch. I tried to start with building a baseline and carving out spaces or categories for the things I currently use, but my current baseline is so low that I complete that task quite quickly, and it only emphasises that my life, as it is now, is not enough for me.
I know that I need to ground my approach in the life that I want to lead, so that I can start making progress towards it. However, if I build systems intended to be used by the ideal version of me, I will end up with something that is incompatible with the current, emotionally broken version of me. These two versions of me are in tension with each other, and the overarching challenge is finding a route from one to the other. I don't know where to start though. I feel like I should be interrogating myself about what I actually want, but I feel ill-equipped to answer that question after many months of deprioritising my hopes or wants because of struggling to survive. I feel scared to want anything, because there are so many unknowns that I don't have a sense of what's possible. An added complexity is that I am autistic, and thus really struggle without a routine. With so much uncertainty, I am feeling unanchored, and the basics of survival are taking up so much of my executive function and burning me out. Structure begets structure for people like me, but it's hard to crystallise some certainty if you don't have anything to build around.
So please tell me if you have experienced this kind of unanchored-ness, and what helped you to move past it? If you've ever had to build your life and your space from scratch, how did you tackle the problem of carving out categories? I imagine that if you have faced this problem, that it may be something you grapple with on an ongoing basis rather than solving outright. If so, how did you manage to continue living a life that was in construction (I find that partly built systems can fall apart due to regular life demands pulling your attention and effort away before you've routinized the new thing). What advice have you found helpful in the past?
Sort your shit out based on Maslow's hierarchy of needs
You had to move back in with your parents, you are barely fulfilling the first foundation
you need to remind your caveman brain that it is being fulfilled, so that the modern person can find the mental space to be in the now
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After multiple years of merely surviving, I am faced with the problem of how to start living again. I'm really struggling with the dimensionality of the problem, and I am wondering how y'all would approach this. My aim with this question is not just to receive advice relevant to my situation, but to discuss more generally different approaches to this problem.
I only realised how bad things had become when I moved home. I know that I have more stuff than I need, but because I feel like I've been living mostly on autopilot, regular decluttering heuristics haven't been helpful; if I get rid of everything I haven't used in X time, then I'd get rid of most things I own. Even before I moved, there was a feedback loop where when I needed to use an item, it was never where I expected it to be, so I never used it. Then the more that this happened, the more that stuff would be boxed away, out of sight out of mind. In the past, I've found it useful to put away items in the first place I looked for them, but that doesn't work for items that I don't know how to begin searching for them; I don't have much in the way of categories, so I often end up rummaging in boxes of assorted objects.
Part of this problem is that I definitely need to buy some more storage furniture, like shelves or drawers, but it's hard to do that if I don't know how many different categories there are, or how large they are. Sometimes it's possible to come at the organisation from the opposite direction and say "given the storage available to me, what items do I need and how should I arrange them?", but I have so much of a blank slate that I don't know where to start. It's like trying to solve the equation "a + b + c = 20": there are too many unknowns and I get swamped by all the possibilities. I'm good at solving problems when I'm given a set of constraints and a goal, but I'm overwhelmed by having to devise the constraints and goals from scratch. I tried to start with building a baseline and carving out spaces or categories for the things I currently use, but my current baseline is so low that I complete that task quite quickly, and it only emphasises that my life, as it is now, is not enough for me.
I know that I need to ground my approach in the life that I want to lead, so that I can start making progress towards it. However, if I build systems intended to be used by the ideal version of me, I will end up with something that is incompatible with the current, emotionally broken version of me. These two versions of me are in tension with each other, and the overarching challenge is finding a route from one to the other. I don't know where to start though. I feel like I should be interrogating myself about what I actually want, but I feel ill-equipped to answer that question after many months of deprioritising my hopes or wants because of struggling to survive. I feel scared to want anything, because there are so many unknowns that I don't have a sense of what's possible. An added complexity is that I am autistic, and thus really struggle without a routine. With so much uncertainty, I am feeling unanchored, and the basics of survival are taking up so much of my executive function and burning me out. Structure begets structure for people like me, but it's hard to crystallise some certainty if you don't have anything to build around.
So please tell me if you have experienced this kind of unanchored-ness, and what helped you to move past it? If you've ever had to build your life and your space from scratch, how did you tackle the problem of carving out categories? I imagine that if you have faced this problem, that it may be something you grapple with on an ongoing basis rather than solving outright. If so, how did you manage to continue living a life that was in construction (I find that partly built systems can fall apart due to regular life demands pulling your attention and effort away before you've routinized the new thing). What advice have you found helpful in the past?
I liked Finch as a self-care tool. There are like 5 categories of self care and Finch helps you work through them in teeny tiny steps. It was a good way for me to build a routine and met me where I was at. Might be worth looking into.
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After multiple years of merely surviving, I am faced with the problem of how to start living again. I'm really struggling with the dimensionality of the problem, and I am wondering how y'all would approach this. My aim with this question is not just to receive advice relevant to my situation, but to discuss more generally different approaches to this problem.
I only realised how bad things had become when I moved home. I know that I have more stuff than I need, but because I feel like I've been living mostly on autopilot, regular decluttering heuristics haven't been helpful; if I get rid of everything I haven't used in X time, then I'd get rid of most things I own. Even before I moved, there was a feedback loop where when I needed to use an item, it was never where I expected it to be, so I never used it. Then the more that this happened, the more that stuff would be boxed away, out of sight out of mind. In the past, I've found it useful to put away items in the first place I looked for them, but that doesn't work for items that I don't know how to begin searching for them; I don't have much in the way of categories, so I often end up rummaging in boxes of assorted objects.
Part of this problem is that I definitely need to buy some more storage furniture, like shelves or drawers, but it's hard to do that if I don't know how many different categories there are, or how large they are. Sometimes it's possible to come at the organisation from the opposite direction and say "given the storage available to me, what items do I need and how should I arrange them?", but I have so much of a blank slate that I don't know where to start. It's like trying to solve the equation "a + b + c = 20": there are too many unknowns and I get swamped by all the possibilities. I'm good at solving problems when I'm given a set of constraints and a goal, but I'm overwhelmed by having to devise the constraints and goals from scratch. I tried to start with building a baseline and carving out spaces or categories for the things I currently use, but my current baseline is so low that I complete that task quite quickly, and it only emphasises that my life, as it is now, is not enough for me.
I know that I need to ground my approach in the life that I want to lead, so that I can start making progress towards it. However, if I build systems intended to be used by the ideal version of me, I will end up with something that is incompatible with the current, emotionally broken version of me. These two versions of me are in tension with each other, and the overarching challenge is finding a route from one to the other. I don't know where to start though. I feel like I should be interrogating myself about what I actually want, but I feel ill-equipped to answer that question after many months of deprioritising my hopes or wants because of struggling to survive. I feel scared to want anything, because there are so many unknowns that I don't have a sense of what's possible. An added complexity is that I am autistic, and thus really struggle without a routine. With so much uncertainty, I am feeling unanchored, and the basics of survival are taking up so much of my executive function and burning me out. Structure begets structure for people like me, but it's hard to crystallise some certainty if you don't have anything to build around.
So please tell me if you have experienced this kind of unanchored-ness, and what helped you to move past it? If you've ever had to build your life and your space from scratch, how did you tackle the problem of carving out categories? I imagine that if you have faced this problem, that it may be something you grapple with on an ongoing basis rather than solving outright. If so, how did you manage to continue living a life that was in construction (I find that partly built systems can fall apart due to regular life demands pulling your attention and effort away before you've routinized the new thing). What advice have you found helpful in the past?
I'm very careful about what I buy. Only high quality stuff that I research first. Just because it is a good deal doesn't mean I need to buy it - if I'm not 100% sure I need to use it I won't buy it. I find it hard to get rid of stuff so I'm attacking the problem from the other end: quit buying more stuff. If I do buy it I get the best so it will last a long time (I'm not getting rid of it!)
Every once in a while I will look at something and decide I really don't need it. However this is rare. When something breaks I either fix it or get rid of it, but again rare. (I have a to fix pile that I slowly am working on....)
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After multiple years of merely surviving, I am faced with the problem of how to start living again. I'm really struggling with the dimensionality of the problem, and I am wondering how y'all would approach this. My aim with this question is not just to receive advice relevant to my situation, but to discuss more generally different approaches to this problem.
I only realised how bad things had become when I moved home. I know that I have more stuff than I need, but because I feel like I've been living mostly on autopilot, regular decluttering heuristics haven't been helpful; if I get rid of everything I haven't used in X time, then I'd get rid of most things I own. Even before I moved, there was a feedback loop where when I needed to use an item, it was never where I expected it to be, so I never used it. Then the more that this happened, the more that stuff would be boxed away, out of sight out of mind. In the past, I've found it useful to put away items in the first place I looked for them, but that doesn't work for items that I don't know how to begin searching for them; I don't have much in the way of categories, so I often end up rummaging in boxes of assorted objects.
Part of this problem is that I definitely need to buy some more storage furniture, like shelves or drawers, but it's hard to do that if I don't know how many different categories there are, or how large they are. Sometimes it's possible to come at the organisation from the opposite direction and say "given the storage available to me, what items do I need and how should I arrange them?", but I have so much of a blank slate that I don't know where to start. It's like trying to solve the equation "a + b + c = 20": there are too many unknowns and I get swamped by all the possibilities. I'm good at solving problems when I'm given a set of constraints and a goal, but I'm overwhelmed by having to devise the constraints and goals from scratch. I tried to start with building a baseline and carving out spaces or categories for the things I currently use, but my current baseline is so low that I complete that task quite quickly, and it only emphasises that my life, as it is now, is not enough for me.
I know that I need to ground my approach in the life that I want to lead, so that I can start making progress towards it. However, if I build systems intended to be used by the ideal version of me, I will end up with something that is incompatible with the current, emotionally broken version of me. These two versions of me are in tension with each other, and the overarching challenge is finding a route from one to the other. I don't know where to start though. I feel like I should be interrogating myself about what I actually want, but I feel ill-equipped to answer that question after many months of deprioritising my hopes or wants because of struggling to survive. I feel scared to want anything, because there are so many unknowns that I don't have a sense of what's possible. An added complexity is that I am autistic, and thus really struggle without a routine. With so much uncertainty, I am feeling unanchored, and the basics of survival are taking up so much of my executive function and burning me out. Structure begets structure for people like me, but it's hard to crystallise some certainty if you don't have anything to build around.
So please tell me if you have experienced this kind of unanchored-ness, and what helped you to move past it? If you've ever had to build your life and your space from scratch, how did you tackle the problem of carving out categories? I imagine that if you have faced this problem, that it may be something you grapple with on an ongoing basis rather than solving outright. If so, how did you manage to continue living a life that was in construction (I find that partly built systems can fall apart due to regular life demands pulling your attention and effort away before you've routinized the new thing). What advice have you found helpful in the past?
Adam Savage once pointed out that organization isn't a problem to be solved it's a process to be managed. You won't find a perfect solution, but you can try things out and see how they work and make more changes later once you have new data to work with.
If you have been just surviving, you probably haven't had the luxury of indecision. You need solutions, answers, and only have time for the things on the critical path. Now you're off that path and things are less straightforward. Take any advice you like, but understand the real answer will be something you need to grow yourself by fertilizing the soil with ideas and giving them time to either grow or rot.
That said, my organization starts with giving everything a place. It doesn't have to be a perfect place, or even a good place at first, and can just be wherever it is right now.
When you use the item, it returns to it's place. As you learn how you use the items, you can then start changing their place to be better. You're thinking about categories, but that comes from how you use or intend to use that item. That is knowledge you need to develop again, so don't worry about it yet.
For furniture I like things that have clearly separate spaces that can be filled as I define things. The Kallax line of IKEA shelves is great as they are just cubes you can fill with bins, objects, or split with shelves and drawers. I move then around constantly, but that's fine since this isn't a problem to solve and in just managing the process.
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After multiple years of merely surviving, I am faced with the problem of how to start living again. I'm really struggling with the dimensionality of the problem, and I am wondering how y'all would approach this. My aim with this question is not just to receive advice relevant to my situation, but to discuss more generally different approaches to this problem.
I only realised how bad things had become when I moved home. I know that I have more stuff than I need, but because I feel like I've been living mostly on autopilot, regular decluttering heuristics haven't been helpful; if I get rid of everything I haven't used in X time, then I'd get rid of most things I own. Even before I moved, there was a feedback loop where when I needed to use an item, it was never where I expected it to be, so I never used it. Then the more that this happened, the more that stuff would be boxed away, out of sight out of mind. In the past, I've found it useful to put away items in the first place I looked for them, but that doesn't work for items that I don't know how to begin searching for them; I don't have much in the way of categories, so I often end up rummaging in boxes of assorted objects.
Part of this problem is that I definitely need to buy some more storage furniture, like shelves or drawers, but it's hard to do that if I don't know how many different categories there are, or how large they are. Sometimes it's possible to come at the organisation from the opposite direction and say "given the storage available to me, what items do I need and how should I arrange them?", but I have so much of a blank slate that I don't know where to start. It's like trying to solve the equation "a + b + c = 20": there are too many unknowns and I get swamped by all the possibilities. I'm good at solving problems when I'm given a set of constraints and a goal, but I'm overwhelmed by having to devise the constraints and goals from scratch. I tried to start with building a baseline and carving out spaces or categories for the things I currently use, but my current baseline is so low that I complete that task quite quickly, and it only emphasises that my life, as it is now, is not enough for me.
I know that I need to ground my approach in the life that I want to lead, so that I can start making progress towards it. However, if I build systems intended to be used by the ideal version of me, I will end up with something that is incompatible with the current, emotionally broken version of me. These two versions of me are in tension with each other, and the overarching challenge is finding a route from one to the other. I don't know where to start though. I feel like I should be interrogating myself about what I actually want, but I feel ill-equipped to answer that question after many months of deprioritising my hopes or wants because of struggling to survive. I feel scared to want anything, because there are so many unknowns that I don't have a sense of what's possible. An added complexity is that I am autistic, and thus really struggle without a routine. With so much uncertainty, I am feeling unanchored, and the basics of survival are taking up so much of my executive function and burning me out. Structure begets structure for people like me, but it's hard to crystallise some certainty if you don't have anything to build around.
So please tell me if you have experienced this kind of unanchored-ness, and what helped you to move past it? If you've ever had to build your life and your space from scratch, how did you tackle the problem of carving out categories? I imagine that if you have faced this problem, that it may be something you grapple with on an ongoing basis rather than solving outright. If so, how did you manage to continue living a life that was in construction (I find that partly built systems can fall apart due to regular life demands pulling your attention and effort away before you've routinized the new thing). What advice have you found helpful in the past?
I’m kind of in the same boat, especially with having more stuff than space. I’m not all the way there yet, but I’ve been slowly finding places for things. If I have a thing, and it doesn’t have a place, then I’ll put it aside or post it to Nextdoor/Craigslist. For the smaller knickknacks, I usually just toss them; if I genuinely need them in the future, I can get another one — except cables; never get rid of cables. It’s the law.
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After multiple years of merely surviving, I am faced with the problem of how to start living again. I'm really struggling with the dimensionality of the problem, and I am wondering how y'all would approach this. My aim with this question is not just to receive advice relevant to my situation, but to discuss more generally different approaches to this problem.
I only realised how bad things had become when I moved home. I know that I have more stuff than I need, but because I feel like I've been living mostly on autopilot, regular decluttering heuristics haven't been helpful; if I get rid of everything I haven't used in X time, then I'd get rid of most things I own. Even before I moved, there was a feedback loop where when I needed to use an item, it was never where I expected it to be, so I never used it. Then the more that this happened, the more that stuff would be boxed away, out of sight out of mind. In the past, I've found it useful to put away items in the first place I looked for them, but that doesn't work for items that I don't know how to begin searching for them; I don't have much in the way of categories, so I often end up rummaging in boxes of assorted objects.
Part of this problem is that I definitely need to buy some more storage furniture, like shelves or drawers, but it's hard to do that if I don't know how many different categories there are, or how large they are. Sometimes it's possible to come at the organisation from the opposite direction and say "given the storage available to me, what items do I need and how should I arrange them?", but I have so much of a blank slate that I don't know where to start. It's like trying to solve the equation "a + b + c = 20": there are too many unknowns and I get swamped by all the possibilities. I'm good at solving problems when I'm given a set of constraints and a goal, but I'm overwhelmed by having to devise the constraints and goals from scratch. I tried to start with building a baseline and carving out spaces or categories for the things I currently use, but my current baseline is so low that I complete that task quite quickly, and it only emphasises that my life, as it is now, is not enough for me.
I know that I need to ground my approach in the life that I want to lead, so that I can start making progress towards it. However, if I build systems intended to be used by the ideal version of me, I will end up with something that is incompatible with the current, emotionally broken version of me. These two versions of me are in tension with each other, and the overarching challenge is finding a route from one to the other. I don't know where to start though. I feel like I should be interrogating myself about what I actually want, but I feel ill-equipped to answer that question after many months of deprioritising my hopes or wants because of struggling to survive. I feel scared to want anything, because there are so many unknowns that I don't have a sense of what's possible. An added complexity is that I am autistic, and thus really struggle without a routine. With so much uncertainty, I am feeling unanchored, and the basics of survival are taking up so much of my executive function and burning me out. Structure begets structure for people like me, but it's hard to crystallise some certainty if you don't have anything to build around.
So please tell me if you have experienced this kind of unanchored-ness, and what helped you to move past it? If you've ever had to build your life and your space from scratch, how did you tackle the problem of carving out categories? I imagine that if you have faced this problem, that it may be something you grapple with on an ongoing basis rather than solving outright. If so, how did you manage to continue living a life that was in construction (I find that partly built systems can fall apart due to regular life demands pulling your attention and effort away before you've routinized the new thing). What advice have you found helpful in the past?
wrote last edited by [email protected]I didn’t get diagnosed with ADHD until I was nearly done with college and a lot of what I just read felt very familiar.
You said you wanted general advice so I will try to keep this broad:
How do you eat an elephant? One bite at a time! You don’t need to see the end from the beginning to know that walking forward will get you nearer to your goal. When you try to look at the whole project or list of projects at once it’s going to feel overwhelming. That’s not going to change. You just have to get comfortable with it and learn to keep moving forward even if you can’t rationalize your way through everything at once.
If it’s worth doing at all, it’s worth doing poorly. You said you want more storage furniture but you can’t get it yet because you don’t know how much stuff you have to store. Well I think you should go out and get some shelves anyway. Even if it isn’t the exact amount of storage you need, it’s still worth doing because it’s still better than nothing and it still gets you closer to your goal. If you find you need more later then get more later. Your stuff is also variable. Things are bound to come and go while you figure this out. It’s okay to work on being “better” knowing it still won’t be “perfect”
Forget about the ideal life you want to lead. That part is a daydream. It’s a fairytale we tell ourselves for a variety of reasons. What is real is what is now and that’s where you should start grounding yourself. Build systems that work for you today and get you closer to where you want to be. If you want to change those systems later because they don’t serve you anymore then go ahead. That’s okay. Like I mentioned earlier, if it’s worth doing then it’s worth doing poorly. Don’t try to just jump in to your ideal life. That is just setting yourself up for failure. Build systems that work for you now but better. If you need to rebuild those systems later because your needs changed then that’s okay. In fact it’s great because it shows how much you have grown.
If you are open to reading suggestions, there is a book called Driven to Distraction by Edward Hallowell and John Ratey (both are M.D. s) about ADHD. I’m not trying to diagnose you or anything but this book changed my life. If you feel like I used to (and it sounds like you might) then this book might be helpful to you, ADHD or not.
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I'm very careful about what I buy. Only high quality stuff that I research first. Just because it is a good deal doesn't mean I need to buy it - if I'm not 100% sure I need to use it I won't buy it. I find it hard to get rid of stuff so I'm attacking the problem from the other end: quit buying more stuff. If I do buy it I get the best so it will last a long time (I'm not getting rid of it!)
Every once in a while I will look at something and decide I really don't need it. However this is rare. When something breaks I either fix it or get rid of it, but again rare. (I have a to fix pile that I slowly am working on....)
I have found that a similar approach has drastically decreased the amount of unnecessary stuff I have over the course of many years. The problem that I'm faced with now is that the various high quality things that I mindfully bought are functionally out of reach because everything is boxed up and disorganised.
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I didn’t get diagnosed with ADHD until I was nearly done with college and a lot of what I just read felt very familiar.
You said you wanted general advice so I will try to keep this broad:
How do you eat an elephant? One bite at a time! You don’t need to see the end from the beginning to know that walking forward will get you nearer to your goal. When you try to look at the whole project or list of projects at once it’s going to feel overwhelming. That’s not going to change. You just have to get comfortable with it and learn to keep moving forward even if you can’t rationalize your way through everything at once.
If it’s worth doing at all, it’s worth doing poorly. You said you want more storage furniture but you can’t get it yet because you don’t know how much stuff you have to store. Well I think you should go out and get some shelves anyway. Even if it isn’t the exact amount of storage you need, it’s still worth doing because it’s still better than nothing and it still gets you closer to your goal. If you find you need more later then get more later. Your stuff is also variable. Things are bound to come and go while you figure this out. It’s okay to work on being “better” knowing it still won’t be “perfect”
Forget about the ideal life you want to lead. That part is a daydream. It’s a fairytale we tell ourselves for a variety of reasons. What is real is what is now and that’s where you should start grounding yourself. Build systems that work for you today and get you closer to where you want to be. If you want to change those systems later because they don’t serve you anymore then go ahead. That’s okay. Like I mentioned earlier, if it’s worth doing then it’s worth doing poorly. Don’t try to just jump in to your ideal life. That is just setting yourself up for failure. Build systems that work for you now but better. If you need to rebuild those systems later because your needs changed then that’s okay. In fact it’s great because it shows how much you have grown.
If you are open to reading suggestions, there is a book called Driven to Distraction by Edward Hallowell and John Ratey (both are M.D. s) about ADHD. I’m not trying to diagnose you or anything but this book changed my life. If you feel like I used to (and it sounds like you might) then this book might be helpful to you, ADHD or not.
I do have a diagnosis of ADHD (I should have probably mentioned that in the post).
"Build systems that work for you today and get you closer to where you want to be."
The problem is that I don't think there are any systems that work for me today, in the sense that I am so deeply unfulfilled with my life at present that trying to build around me as I am now just leads to a sense of stagnation that really harms my morale. I think the key part of the above snippet is the "and get you closer to where you want to be", and that's the million dollar question.
I'll check out the book you recommended, thanks.
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After multiple years of merely surviving, I am faced with the problem of how to start living again. I'm really struggling with the dimensionality of the problem, and I am wondering how y'all would approach this. My aim with this question is not just to receive advice relevant to my situation, but to discuss more generally different approaches to this problem.
I only realised how bad things had become when I moved home. I know that I have more stuff than I need, but because I feel like I've been living mostly on autopilot, regular decluttering heuristics haven't been helpful; if I get rid of everything I haven't used in X time, then I'd get rid of most things I own. Even before I moved, there was a feedback loop where when I needed to use an item, it was never where I expected it to be, so I never used it. Then the more that this happened, the more that stuff would be boxed away, out of sight out of mind. In the past, I've found it useful to put away items in the first place I looked for them, but that doesn't work for items that I don't know how to begin searching for them; I don't have much in the way of categories, so I often end up rummaging in boxes of assorted objects.
Part of this problem is that I definitely need to buy some more storage furniture, like shelves or drawers, but it's hard to do that if I don't know how many different categories there are, or how large they are. Sometimes it's possible to come at the organisation from the opposite direction and say "given the storage available to me, what items do I need and how should I arrange them?", but I have so much of a blank slate that I don't know where to start. It's like trying to solve the equation "a + b + c = 20": there are too many unknowns and I get swamped by all the possibilities. I'm good at solving problems when I'm given a set of constraints and a goal, but I'm overwhelmed by having to devise the constraints and goals from scratch. I tried to start with building a baseline and carving out spaces or categories for the things I currently use, but my current baseline is so low that I complete that task quite quickly, and it only emphasises that my life, as it is now, is not enough for me.
I know that I need to ground my approach in the life that I want to lead, so that I can start making progress towards it. However, if I build systems intended to be used by the ideal version of me, I will end up with something that is incompatible with the current, emotionally broken version of me. These two versions of me are in tension with each other, and the overarching challenge is finding a route from one to the other. I don't know where to start though. I feel like I should be interrogating myself about what I actually want, but I feel ill-equipped to answer that question after many months of deprioritising my hopes or wants because of struggling to survive. I feel scared to want anything, because there are so many unknowns that I don't have a sense of what's possible. An added complexity is that I am autistic, and thus really struggle without a routine. With so much uncertainty, I am feeling unanchored, and the basics of survival are taking up so much of my executive function and burning me out. Structure begets structure for people like me, but it's hard to crystallise some certainty if you don't have anything to build around.
So please tell me if you have experienced this kind of unanchored-ness, and what helped you to move past it? If you've ever had to build your life and your space from scratch, how did you tackle the problem of carving out categories? I imagine that if you have faced this problem, that it may be something you grapple with on an ongoing basis rather than solving outright. If so, how did you manage to continue living a life that was in construction (I find that partly built systems can fall apart due to regular life demands pulling your attention and effort away before you've routinized the new thing). What advice have you found helpful in the past?
wrote last edited by [email protected]I keep things near where they are needed. ie, spatulas/turners/tongs in the drawer directly next to the stove. Tissue boxes everywhere because I'm allergic to absolutely everything and sneezing/dripping constantly, and hand lotion similarly, because i have awful skin and my hands crack to the point of bleeding (haha, tissues and lotion, its funny because masturbation joke).
Its most important that you can actually grab things when you need them, and can know where they are without thinking. Where would be convenient for something to be? Put it there, and if you can't, move things around or get furniture that lets you put it there.
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Adam Savage once pointed out that organization isn't a problem to be solved it's a process to be managed. You won't find a perfect solution, but you can try things out and see how they work and make more changes later once you have new data to work with.
If you have been just surviving, you probably haven't had the luxury of indecision. You need solutions, answers, and only have time for the things on the critical path. Now you're off that path and things are less straightforward. Take any advice you like, but understand the real answer will be something you need to grow yourself by fertilizing the soil with ideas and giving them time to either grow or rot.
That said, my organization starts with giving everything a place. It doesn't have to be a perfect place, or even a good place at first, and can just be wherever it is right now.
When you use the item, it returns to it's place. As you learn how you use the items, you can then start changing their place to be better. You're thinking about categories, but that comes from how you use or intend to use that item. That is knowledge you need to develop again, so don't worry about it yet.
For furniture I like things that have clearly separate spaces that can be filled as I define things. The Kallax line of IKEA shelves is great as they are just cubes you can fill with bins, objects, or split with shelves and drawers. I move then around constantly, but that's fine since this isn't a problem to solve and in just managing the process.
I appreciate the perspective in your second paragraph. I am aware of how tumultuous history makes me better at handling huge, high stakes crises (despite struggling to cope with minor issues), but I hadn't considered how that dynamic could be affecting this quest.
When you are aiming to give everything a place, do you tend to do it from a bottom-up, item-by-item perspective, or a top-down, categories-then-items approach? For example, the top down mode is like if I defined a category like "nail-care", and then listed/gathered the items that belonged to that category (nail clippers, cuticle oil, nail file, etc.) and designated a home for that category. The bottom up one might start with me actually using the nail clippers and then thinking "where should this one item go?" I find it especially hard to find homes for individual, loose items like this, but if I don't put them somewhere, then when I stumble across other things in that category (cuticle oil etc.), I can't find the nail clippers, which hinders the ability of categories to begin to form.
I find categories useful because my working memory is trash (likely ADHD related, which I should have mentioned in my post). Like, by encapsulating a list of 3 items (e.g. nail clippers, cuticle oil, nail file) with a category, it abstracts away a lot of unnecessary information and I've reduced the problem from "find homes for these three items" to "find a home for the nail stuff". Currently, the default place for most of my stuff is for it to be spread across a couple of large boxes, and that makes it impossible for categories to form. I also often find myself paralysed with dread because I have historically found it useful to ensure I return items to their designated places, and my inability to find places for things causes me to just not use the things.
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I’m kind of in the same boat, especially with having more stuff than space. I’m not all the way there yet, but I’ve been slowly finding places for things. If I have a thing, and it doesn’t have a place, then I’ll put it aside or post it to Nextdoor/Craigslist. For the smaller knickknacks, I usually just toss them; if I genuinely need them in the future, I can get another one — except cables; never get rid of cables. It’s the law.
I have a reasonable amount of space for the stuff I need, but I'm in a weird position where, when it's tidy, my room looks weirdly sparse and empty (with the exception of various boxes). It looks like the home of someone who has recently moved in.
Are you able to talk more about how you have been slowly finding places for things? Like if you come across an item that has no clear place to go, how do you approach that problem? For me, I usually start with "okay, if you don't know where it would go, perhaps it's unneeded and you should throw it out". Whilst there have been times when that has been true, and I have binned the item, by now, the majority of the times I ask myself this, it's something that I definitely do need, but I'm not sure how to go about carving out space for the item.
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Probably get looked into for ADHD but on the decluttering, just get really drunk or high and throw all but the most essentials (like the essentials essentials) away. Thats the hardest part lol
I do have a diagnosis of ADHD (I probably should have mentioned that in my post). I think that I struggle with knowing what the essentials are, especially given that I'm in this situation as a result of cutting my life down below even the essential essentials. A lot of the stuff that's causing mess isn't necessarily clutter that could be gotten rid of, but important stuff that needs to have a home
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After multiple years of merely surviving, I am faced with the problem of how to start living again. I'm really struggling with the dimensionality of the problem, and I am wondering how y'all would approach this. My aim with this question is not just to receive advice relevant to my situation, but to discuss more generally different approaches to this problem.
I only realised how bad things had become when I moved home. I know that I have more stuff than I need, but because I feel like I've been living mostly on autopilot, regular decluttering heuristics haven't been helpful; if I get rid of everything I haven't used in X time, then I'd get rid of most things I own. Even before I moved, there was a feedback loop where when I needed to use an item, it was never where I expected it to be, so I never used it. Then the more that this happened, the more that stuff would be boxed away, out of sight out of mind. In the past, I've found it useful to put away items in the first place I looked for them, but that doesn't work for items that I don't know how to begin searching for them; I don't have much in the way of categories, so I often end up rummaging in boxes of assorted objects.
Part of this problem is that I definitely need to buy some more storage furniture, like shelves or drawers, but it's hard to do that if I don't know how many different categories there are, or how large they are. Sometimes it's possible to come at the organisation from the opposite direction and say "given the storage available to me, what items do I need and how should I arrange them?", but I have so much of a blank slate that I don't know where to start. It's like trying to solve the equation "a + b + c = 20": there are too many unknowns and I get swamped by all the possibilities. I'm good at solving problems when I'm given a set of constraints and a goal, but I'm overwhelmed by having to devise the constraints and goals from scratch. I tried to start with building a baseline and carving out spaces or categories for the things I currently use, but my current baseline is so low that I complete that task quite quickly, and it only emphasises that my life, as it is now, is not enough for me.
I know that I need to ground my approach in the life that I want to lead, so that I can start making progress towards it. However, if I build systems intended to be used by the ideal version of me, I will end up with something that is incompatible with the current, emotionally broken version of me. These two versions of me are in tension with each other, and the overarching challenge is finding a route from one to the other. I don't know where to start though. I feel like I should be interrogating myself about what I actually want, but I feel ill-equipped to answer that question after many months of deprioritising my hopes or wants because of struggling to survive. I feel scared to want anything, because there are so many unknowns that I don't have a sense of what's possible. An added complexity is that I am autistic, and thus really struggle without a routine. With so much uncertainty, I am feeling unanchored, and the basics of survival are taking up so much of my executive function and burning me out. Structure begets structure for people like me, but it's hard to crystallise some certainty if you don't have anything to build around.
So please tell me if you have experienced this kind of unanchored-ness, and what helped you to move past it? If you've ever had to build your life and your space from scratch, how did you tackle the problem of carving out categories? I imagine that if you have faced this problem, that it may be something you grapple with on an ongoing basis rather than solving outright. If so, how did you manage to continue living a life that was in construction (I find that partly built systems can fall apart due to regular life demands pulling your attention and effort away before you've routinized the new thing). What advice have you found helpful in the past?
I would recommend taking it at a slow, steady, sustainable pace. It's really satisfying to make huge, sweeping changes, but the things that usually make the biggest difference are the little habits and moments during the day. Incremental progress is the name of the game.
It helps me to pick a point of tension in my life and just spend some time working on that particular thing. For example, I hate when dishes build up, so I spent a whole week just focused on washing them right away. Once that feels like a sustainable routine that I can do somewhat mindlessly, I move on to another little thing.
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I do have a diagnosis of ADHD (I probably should have mentioned that in my post). I think that I struggle with knowing what the essentials are, especially given that I'm in this situation as a result of cutting my life down below even the essential essentials. A lot of the stuff that's causing mess isn't necessarily clutter that could be gotten rid of, but important stuff that needs to have a home
wrote last edited by [email protected]Whats the worst thing that could happen if you just said fuck it and tried this out? Please be very specific and exhaustive
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After multiple years of merely surviving, I am faced with the problem of how to start living again. I'm really struggling with the dimensionality of the problem, and I am wondering how y'all would approach this. My aim with this question is not just to receive advice relevant to my situation, but to discuss more generally different approaches to this problem.
I only realised how bad things had become when I moved home. I know that I have more stuff than I need, but because I feel like I've been living mostly on autopilot, regular decluttering heuristics haven't been helpful; if I get rid of everything I haven't used in X time, then I'd get rid of most things I own. Even before I moved, there was a feedback loop where when I needed to use an item, it was never where I expected it to be, so I never used it. Then the more that this happened, the more that stuff would be boxed away, out of sight out of mind. In the past, I've found it useful to put away items in the first place I looked for them, but that doesn't work for items that I don't know how to begin searching for them; I don't have much in the way of categories, so I often end up rummaging in boxes of assorted objects.
Part of this problem is that I definitely need to buy some more storage furniture, like shelves or drawers, but it's hard to do that if I don't know how many different categories there are, or how large they are. Sometimes it's possible to come at the organisation from the opposite direction and say "given the storage available to me, what items do I need and how should I arrange them?", but I have so much of a blank slate that I don't know where to start. It's like trying to solve the equation "a + b + c = 20": there are too many unknowns and I get swamped by all the possibilities. I'm good at solving problems when I'm given a set of constraints and a goal, but I'm overwhelmed by having to devise the constraints and goals from scratch. I tried to start with building a baseline and carving out spaces or categories for the things I currently use, but my current baseline is so low that I complete that task quite quickly, and it only emphasises that my life, as it is now, is not enough for me.
I know that I need to ground my approach in the life that I want to lead, so that I can start making progress towards it. However, if I build systems intended to be used by the ideal version of me, I will end up with something that is incompatible with the current, emotionally broken version of me. These two versions of me are in tension with each other, and the overarching challenge is finding a route from one to the other. I don't know where to start though. I feel like I should be interrogating myself about what I actually want, but I feel ill-equipped to answer that question after many months of deprioritising my hopes or wants because of struggling to survive. I feel scared to want anything, because there are so many unknowns that I don't have a sense of what's possible. An added complexity is that I am autistic, and thus really struggle without a routine. With so much uncertainty, I am feeling unanchored, and the basics of survival are taking up so much of my executive function and burning me out. Structure begets structure for people like me, but it's hard to crystallise some certainty if you don't have anything to build around.
So please tell me if you have experienced this kind of unanchored-ness, and what helped you to move past it? If you've ever had to build your life and your space from scratch, how did you tackle the problem of carving out categories? I imagine that if you have faced this problem, that it may be something you grapple with on an ongoing basis rather than solving outright. If so, how did you manage to continue living a life that was in construction (I find that partly built systems can fall apart due to regular life demands pulling your attention and effort away before you've routinized the new thing). What advice have you found helpful in the past?
What advice have you found helpful in the past?
The biggest one is that it is ok to make mistakes! If you must reduce the volume of things you have, it is important to remember that they are things. They might trigger memories, but they are still just things that you assign value based on usefulness or the ability to trigger a memory. But if you lost all of your things in a fire or other unexpected event, you don't lose a part of yourself, just things. This was explained to me by a relative who lost their home in a fire, and while it sounds cliche being able to see them recover was a great learning experience about the importance, or lack thereof, of 'stuff'.
So with that in mind, some things will be more important than others for various reasons. I personally use the business concept of space having value. Storing things costs money. Something taking up space costs money. From a personal perspective, things take up money, space that could be used for other things including easily moving around, and the time and effort to organize/clean/move when you move/etc. Then I determine how much space I want to use for things, knowing it is a goal and not a destination.
Since having things involves multiple rooms and locations, I do the spaces by location. I have a max amount of space in the bedroom, in the kitchen, workshop, etc. The goal is to get the stuff to not overflow from that space into storage. No, I don't generally hit the target but I do massively reduce the overall amount by thinking through how important they really are.
An example of me making a 'mistake' was getting rid of a bunch of RPG books, where I kept two out of the batch for the memories. Later on, I thought about playing again and kicked myself for ditching them. But to be honest, it is very possible to reacquire them and I didn't have to mess around with them for the 20 years between selling them and thinking about playing again. Looked up a pirates PDF and decided it wasn't that much of a loss anyway! Also ditched some furniture when there wasn't enough space, and replacements aren't as nice, but it wouldn't have been worth paying for storage either.
This may not be as helpful if you are having trouble figuring out how much something is worth it to you, so here is a suggested plan that might work as practice.
For things you rarely use anything large, cheap, and easily replaced go first. They are not worth your time and effort to maintain their existence. That may make a big dent in the overall stuff problem.
If you have multiples of the same thing, do you really need that many? Like 5 sets of bed coverings is too many if you don't have plenty of space. Extra blankets can almost always be replaced, and both take up a lot of space and effort to keep clean and organized.
Be honest about clothes. If you haven't worn it for a few years, it doesn't have a specific purpose that is likely in the future and a high cost like good winter gear, try to sort out the easier to replace stuff and keep the most valuable. For me I will never ditch my winter boots even if I moved to a warmer location because a good fitting high quality pair is expensive, but gloves come and go.
If you want memories, try to hold on to small reminders. Maybe a single tub or two. Then focus on what you use regularly, keep that stuff. If you use it rarely, but it is small and expensive and not out of date, keep it but set a maximum size.
I did a massive downsizing when I moved a few years ago and it was liberating. Yeah, some stuff that was kept and some that were gotten rid of were probably the opposite in hindsight, but just having less stuff is a goal unto itself and worth it overall.
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I have a reasonable amount of space for the stuff I need, but I'm in a weird position where, when it's tidy, my room looks weirdly sparse and empty (with the exception of various boxes). It looks like the home of someone who has recently moved in.
Are you able to talk more about how you have been slowly finding places for things? Like if you come across an item that has no clear place to go, how do you approach that problem? For me, I usually start with "okay, if you don't know where it would go, perhaps it's unneeded and you should throw it out". Whilst there have been times when that has been true, and I have binned the item, by now, the majority of the times I ask myself this, it's something that I definitely do need, but I'm not sure how to go about carving out space for the item.
I have a reasonable amount of space for the stuff I need, but I’m in a weird position where, when it’s tidy, my room looks weirdly sparse and empty (with the exception of various boxes). It looks like the home of someone who has recently moved in.
I am jealous! My preference is wide open space to do things in but my wife loves filling it with stuff. Hotel rooms make me happy because they don't have a bunch of things already, just places to put a few travel items!
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I do have a diagnosis of ADHD (I should have probably mentioned that in the post).
"Build systems that work for you today and get you closer to where you want to be."
The problem is that I don't think there are any systems that work for me today, in the sense that I am so deeply unfulfilled with my life at present that trying to build around me as I am now just leads to a sense of stagnation that really harms my morale. I think the key part of the above snippet is the "and get you closer to where you want to be", and that's the million dollar question.
I'll check out the book you recommended, thanks.
I can seriously relate to that feeling of hopeless unfulfilment. I struggle with slipping into and out of that place myself. What I find helps the most are little things. Small acts of self care that, over time, help me reach out again and grasp the belief that I can change things. Whatever you do and wherever you go, it has to start with the belief that things can get better, even if you don’t see how.
Just focus on little things. Improve your life in small controllable ways. Don’t worry about big problems or permanent solutions. Living well is all about momentum. You start building steam one coal at a time.
