I've taken that much LSD before (and as much as 600μg), taken DMT during trips, but still haven't tried Salvia.
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I've taken that much LSD before (and as much as 600μg), taken DMT during trips, but still haven't tried Salvia. I cannot think of anything less pleasant to do while tripping on these drugs than sitting there talking with a computer. Well, there are plenty of things, sitting there talking with the police would probably be worse, but it's way up there.
Considering all the studies that are starting to come out about how negatively LLM usage can affect the brain, it does make me worry for you a lot my friend. It's entirely possible that using one while under the influence of psychoactives has had a deleterious effect on you. I'm part of a plural system as well, so I do understand a fair bit of what you're saying here, but it's still nonsensical in a lot of ways. We& haven't had issues maintaining our individuality. Maybe that's common for people with plurality, that we're able to maintain meta-awareness. Did you find studies/information that talked about plural folks specifically?
I just, I would really caution you. Many different forms of psychosis include aspects that cause the person/s to feel exceptional, unique, special etc, and drug-induced psychosis is a fairly common thing. It can be incredibly difficult, bordering on impossible, to have insight into that on your own. But please be careful and take care of yourselves.
Last thing I will say though, is if you're using psychoactives again, please try and take the time to enjoy them? Put some music on, do some drawing, make a light show with some smart bulbs, cuddle your plushies, watch some weird media. Drink lots of water! Consider getting someone you trust to tripsit you. Seriously, just do some fun things with it, rather than taking it super seriously.
