Hey there! I got it working. We're about to shovel a pound of food into our mouths and then go on an adventure! The missus felt awful after her errands yesterday, so we just kinda chilled out. I still like little adventures though, as I think they're the spice of life. Picking a place on the map and going there, and then regretting picking a place on the map and just going there because you're ill prepared for whatever is happening "there" =P! Hehehehe! I just love that mystique, even if I come out with scratches and said pound of food turned into a pound of sweat =P!
My partner is starting a business with a friend and it revolves around 3D Printing which they're gaga for. I get the utility of it, and I love craftsmanship in all forms. I feel conflicted because I freakin' HATE plastic. I mean, get it out of here! Just get it gone. I know there are some solutions one can do to alter their impact, but as usual the cheapest and most easily replicated solution seems to be the one on the table. I'm not one to squash hopes, dreams or anything like that. We don't sit in opposite camps, but we do have different feelings towards certain things. I think if it's something that interests her and she wants to pursue it, I can't stop her. I don't like the material though, as a whole. I wish we'd hurry up as a people and find better solutions for wide-spread management of materials.
Ah, yes! Me too! I will actually take some pictures every now and then for my own records. My camera isn't good, but for the longest it was worse and I still look fondly back at those picture so I don't really care. I figure as long as they invoke a memory, the rest is really irrelevant. I think you can see I'm no photographer =P! I often see people walking around with their lenses the size of my arm and I ask them about what they've shot that day or whatever. I am envious because it seems so lovely to be able to walk around and capture these little moments in nature that would otherwise go unnoticed (because they tend to be something human eyes can't capture). My grandfather was a lovely photographer, he'd go to botanical gardens and capture these beautiful pictures. Sometimes I feel like I am doing his memory dirty by not picking up the torch, but to be honest two gals on a trail is already a target enough for bad actors. I wish I was joking, but it's just the world we live in. I keep it light, but always bring little snacks and water for the both of us. Especially my gal, who gets cranky if she gets hungry =P!
It's always important to remove meta-data because like I said up there, we just live in a different kind of world. Folks, whether for good or for evil, can be nosey nellies. I actually really loved the pictures, because they conveyed something very tangible. My instance is abstract, and it's harder to grasp the overall concept. I thought, I could sketch it out for you, but figured it wasn't really worth the venture, as ultimately the utility was the most important part of its existence.
I grew up with little guidance, as to be honest with you black schools are fucking horrible. I mean they tried their best but the budgets were just not there. There were a lot of kids to classrooms, and a lot of classrooms split into two in order to sustain them. I often think of how dirty America plays with their educational system. I am so bizarrely thankful that I have always loved books. If I didn't have libraries to go to (school x local) I think I would have been absolutely screwed. Finding my way to forums, and founding one when I was younger really helped too. My father had a computer, and when he slept I could sneak out and do whatever I wanted. Which was apparently to geek out with a bunch of Europeans. Which I kind of feel like a return to form here, because in general it seems that Europeans are far more worried about the ethics of technology than Americans. Le sigh~
I have a health issue that can seize up my hands some times, which actually is why I need that control. I have lost a bit of my faculties in general, and it makes me sad. My sibby has is too, and we're both artist and it's affected us both in profound ways. I'm doing okay right now, as I'm taking some fun-timey experimental medication for it. The window for it is only up to two years though, and to be absolutely honest I am terrified of what's going to happen when I can't take it anymore. Just because in a way losing your ability to control your hands really dampens even the simplest of things. I have a great partner, but I want to be able to do what I want, when I want it. That's the thing that frustrates me the most.
Eeak, she's calling me I've got to go! But I was gunna say - I learned the destruction of my precious things from a gal I had a crush on in high-school and the damn thing never left my brain. She was Mexican-American (she became a famous singer, down there - get out!) and she would burn every damn thing she didn't want anymore that was personal. Basically she romanticized it, and I romanticized her so in my brain it feels right to let go of things in some grand and destructive gesture.
Okay, gtg! Be well and talk soon hopefully! Thank you for everything by the by. I read along, agreed, hummed, made footnotes and the works! Just gotta run!
p.s. - People so often dyed their black hair that I actually didn't know it faded the way it does =P! CHEERS!!
p.p.s. - Got on the forum
