What's the best part of your life right now?
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Thanks
I don't really talk about my sobriety with a ton of people in person, still some shame associated with who I used to be, appreciate being able to share online.And yea exercise in various forms is one of my big things now, definitely relatable, I try not to be preachy about it. Lifting, swimming, and rollerblading recently. I need to do more yoga though... I'm in wayyyy better shape than I was two years ago, feeling almost as good as my college athlete days.
If it means anything, I'm of slim-average build and working in my 20s (painter in construction) destroyed my knees and I've been walking a few times every week for the past month to rehabilitate them because I'm tired of not being able to do stuff. We can do it! It's worth it!
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If it means anything, I'm of slim-average build and working in my 20s (painter in construction) destroyed my knees and I've been walking a few times every week for the past month to rehabilitate them because I'm tired of not being able to do stuff. We can do it! It's worth it!
Heck yea! Walking around the block is where I started again a couple years ago. It's definitely worth sticking with it. Life got in the way a few times and I had to be gentle with myself and repeatedly remind myself that progress isn't linear, and that doing something is better than nothing.
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I'm not a top, but I know that feeling, and it's amazing. That was my entire year last year. It was so freeing and empowering. Don't do things that harm the sustainability of that like meth or smoking. Keep your health up and keep drinking water and hygiene. Take care of yourself and you'll just continue to get more and more powerful
I never thought of it as powerful before and I like it! Lol
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What's bringing you joy?
Cycling now that the weather's warmer. My family and pets. Coffee and word games.
Thanks for the reminder to look for the good. I often feel like there should be so much more, but I know that's more than some people have, so I should feel lucky.
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Heck yea! Walking around the block is where I started again a couple years ago. It's definitely worth sticking with it. Life got in the way a few times and I had to be gentle with myself and repeatedly remind myself that progress isn't linear, and that doing something is better than nothing.
What do you think about the idea that people need to actually realize their mortality before being able to really live?
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What's bringing you joy?
The bees. All our hives made it through winter and a fairly mild spring so far has given them a boost. Queens are laying like crazy, workers are working hard.
I've started wearing very thin gloves while inspecting the hives after realising that they make it less likely I'll be stung, because I can be gentler. A bonus is that I can feel the warmth of the bees, and that really does bring me joy.
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What's bringing you joy?
I have a ticket out of the US
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What do you think about the idea that people need to actually realize their mortality before being able to really live?
Not sure. I've never really reflected on that idea. It certainly seems to be true for me personally.
My alcoholic years had some pretty ugly parts and could have killed me several times. Severe depression, self harm, suicidal thoughts, wrecked my car (thankful it was just me and a steep curb, no one else involved, that could have been so much worse), a hospital trip, walking 2 miles home by myself at 3am almost every weekend while hammered in the middle of a US city known for its crime and lowkey wanting someone to try to mug me, etc. Let alone the physical damage that 50-100+ standard drinks per week at my worst was doing to my body, luckily none of that seems to be permanent, I was scared to get my blood work done for the first year alcohol free, but it came back fine.
I don't like looking back on that period of my life, but I've come to terms with the fact that it happened and I can't change that and mostly been able to forgive myself.
So while it was ugly and could have killed me, shit at parts of it I wanted it to kill me, at the same time... I wouldn't be who I am today without all that (and a lot of therapy and self reflection and journaling and all that fun stuff). I really genuinely like who I am today. I haven't been able to say that for the majority of my life. And I find a lot more appreciation in the little things that I used to be too numb to see. I'm doing things I enjoy solely because I enjoy them, not because my family or parts of society say it's what I'm supposed to be doing.
I don't think I want that statement to be true for humanity as a whole, maybe it is, I hope there are other ways people can get to a point where they feel truly alive. But yea I think it's true for me.
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Sunlight, food, my handsome partner, orgasms, music from my past, sleep, my cat, socializing while playing videogames, the knowledge that I'm improving my physical state, angry validation from other queers, peace and quiet, masturbation, porn, drugs, knowledge in general, good anime, the long healthy grass I can see from my window, drinking cool clean fresh water, the filthiest queer poly cnc abo smut i can find, the degoogle tech movement, the anti-facist movement in paris, luigi followers, star trek, ice cream, gw2, making music, carbonated beverages, getting better at things, seeing pictures of myself in threesomes, looking forwards to good things
in the future, being lusted after, being loved, feeling love for others, trying to find my people, learning about myself, meditation, the fediverse and being able to speak relatively freely again, living in a liberal area, knowledge that I live in a liberal area and don't have to fear as much, cozy outfits, cuddling, piracy, helping make technology that I believe is ethically good, seeing people that also want to do good in the world and have a spine about it,Yeah that's all I've got for now.. basically it circles around setting the good things in life, no matter how small, and also appreciating the few objectively nice things I do have in life, like a loving partner and my functioning senses.
I'm glad you have so much going on to appreciate, sounds like you've got it made in the shade!
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Thunder, lightening, the sound of rain on my window.
Love a nice storm, so relaxing in a way
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The fact that this all is going to end sooner or later.
Ya, sometimes life can feel so overwhelming and I long for death, not in like a suicidal way, but just like the absence of the stress of everything
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The closest friend i made since moving abroad alone 2 years ago, changed their mind and they are not moving out of the city.
Also, two of my favorite bands put out killer new albums that fit the eternal combo of coffee+tobacco really wellWhat is life without good friends and music? I'm glad you have both of things bringing you joy right now.
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Pcsx2 is the best it can be nowadays. I remember using it years ago and how difficult it was to configure it, but now it runs like silk even on outdated hardware like my PC, I don't know what black magic the team behind it did.
After the original hardware, pcsx2 it's the best option to play the Ps2 gems.To me it seems like it's THE best option to play ps2 games. Can run them at a bigger resolution and saving states can be used as a little cheat
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What's bringing you joy?
I’m working on a project that’s really important to me - and I think that there’s a good chance I’ll see it through to completion at this point.
Admittedly, outside of that project… my life has not really been doing much for me lately. I’m glad to have something right now that’s helping keep me stable and sane in a world that really feels like it’s falling apart, but sometimes it really feels like I’m working to finish it and get it out there before life becomes a bit too much.
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What's bringing you joy?
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Sobriety. 2 years 3 months since I've drank.
Still relearning some aspects of being an adult. Figuring out who I am. Picking up old hobbies again and trying new ones. So many things bring me joy nowadays where it used to only be alcohol that triggered the ol happy brain chemicals.
I'm in a much better place than I was a couple years ago when I was abusing alcohol as a coping mechanism.
Dude, you and me quit at almost the same time!
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What's bringing you joy?
My crow bro, Kenny. Most days I go for a walk after work and meet up with him to feed him some peanuts or dog food.
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I'm glad you have so much going on to appreciate, sounds like you've got it made in the shade!
Lol i really don't, trust me
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What's bringing you joy?
Not a damn thing. There aren't enough words in the English language to express the animosity I feel towards this world.
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The bees. All our hives made it through winter and a fairly mild spring so far has given them a boost. Queens are laying like crazy, workers are working hard.
I've started wearing very thin gloves while inspecting the hives after realising that they make it less likely I'll be stung, because I can be gentler. A bonus is that I can feel the warmth of the bees, and that really does bring me joy.
omg you'll be among the saviors of the world, given the way bees are going according to the news.
